14/03/15

About the author..


The name is Ika, Ika Dian Aruna. Her name means; One light at the sea.
She was born on August, 26 1997 in beautiful country, Indonesia.
She wears glasses, real thick glasses.
People say, her resting face looks like she's a dick. and most of people think that she's  an arrogant girl and nothing but an evil bitch. yes..all credits goes to her resting bitch face.
well, they aren't really wrong, after all, she does have some flaws.

She's a girl who gets trouble with words when she needs to say what's on her mind, what she feel, and what she wants. She's learning tho. Unless you've had known her well, then she will have no trouble to speak what's on her mind, since she always try to be the very honest version of herself.
She has learned to speak up, now. She isn't afraid to say no when it's a no-no.
She loves truth.
She'd rather get hit, real hard, in her face, by the ugly truth, than being cuddled by a beautiful lie.
She doesn't mind doing the same thing, to make a person, for a long period of time, drown into sea of sadness because of the truth, rather than slowly bring them to death because of the white lie. 
Who cares? FYI : Human has been craving for truth since forever anyway
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She likes to spend her time by reading books (mostly, e-books), listening to music, watching movies, helping her grandma, lies on bed, does nothing, eats food, dancing around like a complete idiot, and having  real conversation. Oh, and she likes to discuss things, anything that worth the time.
At first, she might gives an impression that she's a good good girl who doesn't know such things, but the more you know her, boom.
She's crazy as fucg, she's friggin' loud,
She loves dogs, because dogs are a loyal creatures, therefore, she, too, values loyalty.
She loves cats, because cats rarely give a damn. she, too, rarely gives a damn about some things.
She takes, not only relationship, but also friendship on a very serious level.
It is because she values commitment, friendship, and relationship real high.
For so many have been very belittle on this things.

She has best friends, just few people, but at least, they're real.

oh.. and shout out to all of her good friends who pray for her success.
She credits all of you who are willing to give the trust and the love she needs.

Her life goals are : to make her grandma happy, to be able to help people in need as much as possible, to share happiness with those who are in grief, to see more sincere smile from more faces. and at last, to make, and do something meaningful and worthwhile, in such a short period life.



27/11/14

school? how about no.


...seriously, it is a real crap.

I can not explain to you guys of how big is my desire to get a drop out from high school with a legal certification, called: ijazah.
I just wanna get out of school faster. I'm tired with school. I hate people at school, well ya know, unless they're my pals.
...OKE, ancur bat grammar gue kayanya gagal dah pake english lol orz.

pokoke diriku, for this moment, hating the school very much.
gue bosen dengan suasana kaya gini, bosen dengan situasi kaya gitu.
gue bosen dengan pemikiran sempit anak-anak di sekolah.
gue muak dengan pemikiran stereotip mereka.
gue muak dengan keangkuhan anak-anak eksis yang, dengan jual tampang doang, ngerasa bisa seenaknya dalam fasilitas publik. 

gue mau cepet-cepet ngelalui UN, cepet-cepet masa nungguin klarifikasi SNMPTN, dan cepet-cepet ngelewatin SBMPTN (kalo perlu). hell na,
i'm like.. i'm still 17 y.o.and duh, it's not like i have a clear sight or thought about how I'm gonna live my life for the future. I don't even know what I should eat the next morning.
gue heran kenapa, setiap insan harus melewati fase-fase kaya gini, pantesan jaman dulu banyak bat dah yang suicide menjelang UN, gile aje..
lo bangun pagi-pagi, dan manasin kursi disekolah dengan pantat lo dan dengan terpaksa, lalu berusaha memproses ke otak segala apa yang diomongin guru, walaupun sumpah.. guru itu gabut dan gajelas, selama 12 TAHUN.
dan kemudian, segalanya itu cuma ditentukan oleh 3 hari dengan 6 mapel pelajaran yang diujiankan.

bunuh aja gue sekarang.

sistem indonesia gabisa lebih buruk lagi ya?
coba deh, kenapa kita para siswa ga disuruh bikin jurnal penelitian yang harus dibuktikan secara fakta yang kalo di kuliah dibilangnya skripsi? tapi dengan kadar yang jelas bisa dipenuhi anak SMA lah.,.

ah gatau lah hahahaha--ha.. -tibatiba nangis-
intinya gue udah sampai ke titik dimana gue muak banget jadi anak sekolahan.
oke fix, kawin ajalah -larilari ke apekapek singapur- /salah lol

ps: harusnya besok gue UH Sejarah, tapi gue stalling time. like um, how about no.
abis ini tidur sajalah HAHAHAHA screw the test I choose to sleep.